To deal with!

No 4 1/2 months won't fixed what has happened. Things not only take time but you actually have to own up to what you did and try to correct it in the right way! I don't understand how people can expect you to get over something that is life changing in just a few months. If your acting a certain way and then stop acting that way to "try to change", and then revert back again. Yes, somebody will think your up to your old doings. Maybe you should get the electronics out from in front of your face so you can actually see whats going on. Stop accusing people of not doing things, because honestly your phone is in front of your face so much you don't get to see the things that are actually done. FRUSTRATION!