Grrrr

I don't understand what I did to deserve hurt? I think other than mood swings from pregnancy I'm not too bad of a person. No I don't want you to work on my computer I want to be treated like a queen doesn't any girl? I want to be able to just lay and cuddle like we used to do. I want to be enough. I deserve to be unconditionally loved!

Frowning

I get accused of everything. And I get told how I think fighting or arguing is more important, I wasn't the one who came back in here to take cheap shots. I didn't tell you that complete strangers were more important than you because your always a b.... Yeah you didn't finish the word but we both know what you were going to say. Really sounds like someone who truely cares about the other huh. Emotional pain hurts the worst! Physical pain I can handle more.

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On Feb 1st 2012 we found out what we were having. The ultrasound tech said it's a girl. I never expected Derek to act the way that he did. It really hurt me. He has said a few things that Larry had said to me when I was pregnant with Paige. Now he is upset because he wants to change the baby's name. He said because he thought it was going to be a boy he never really took the girls name serious. I won't change my mind. I took every single one of our baby name conversations to heart and now he wants me to throw that out the window that isn't how things work in life. I'm just frustrated I know no matter what I am not going to budge so he better just get used to it. I love him very much but my daughter will have the name we agreed upon, I don't care if he didn't take it seriously... I did!