Hurtful

Sometimes I wonder if people think before they speak. If someone asks "Why don't you want to be around me" Naturally it is because you are avoiding someone and making them feel like they did something wrong. You don't expect to hear that they are craving cigarettes and don't want to talk about it. Those two things have nothing to do with one another. So then when it is brought to your attention that your response makes no sense at all, you yell at that person and tell them you don't like them. Mind you this is after they refuse to go buy you a pack of cigarettes. Have fun getting through the next two weeks asshole! Treating me like shit isn't going to help you get anything you want. Frustrating and hurtful. I bust my ass all day long making sure everything is taken care of and all you do is treat me like shit after. Oh I forgot that should mean I kiss your ass right!? Geez, I just needed to vent. Hopefully things get better.

New lease on life.

So it has been a long time since I've last posted. Derek and I got married 5/13/13, we have moved to a new house I have gotten a new job, and Derek has then amazing job of staying home with the kids. We are currently pursuing disability since his siezures had gotten so bad. His memory has gotten worse, and worth each siezure it gets harder and harder for him to graps and retain information.  He is the best father to the girls and they love him so much.

We are still dealing with Jessica's dumb shit but, that will never change. Paige is in 4th grade. Aubrey is in 2nd grade. These girls are so grown up. I am so happy to have my amazing girls.

Sadly on June 26th 2015, we had to put our dog Akuma to sleep.  This is still so very hard to deal with.  I miss his dumb face so much.