On my mind

Playing music with the headphones on my stomach so the baby stops kicking me. Hasn't worked yet. Just don't understand how things comes about. Just want things to get all better. I'm so exhausted, did a bunch of cleaning today hoping it would help clear my mind, that didn't work yet either. My daughter came home from her grandparents today though so I was excited to see her and give her hugs and kisses but she just went to bed. :(  I just want to know how long do you have to pray and hope and wish until things get better? Do things ever get better? I'm always thinking positively and now I just want to know when those positive thoughts will come back around to me? Guess all I can do is keep my head up, and push forward. I am a strong woman and I can do whatever I put my mind to.