Aggravation

I don't know what is worse, the sciatic nerve aggravation, or the complete disregard from my significant other for anything I like. I thought things were supposed to be 50/50. Maybe I missed the memo  somewhere! I didn't know that being with someone was going to mean all of my likes were forgotten. Do we ever go see the movie I want to watch... nope not anymore. Do we ever listen to the music I like... OH NO! All of my tv shows are the stupid ones. I think a lot of people watch reality tv so they can see that their life isn't the only one screwed up! Or maybe that someone else is worse off than they are. Sad isn't it, that we get by on the misfortune of others?! I would really like to know where my silver lining is? Even in movies where they don't get the job, or score the game winning point, they still end up having something great happen to them. I just want to know when that will happen for me. Many people believe that love isn't enough to get you by in a relationship. It can get you really far but if it is only one way it will never work. I guess the only thing you can do is keep your head up, push forward, and keep hoping for your happy ending. I'd settle with slight improvement. Maybe I do this to myself, maybe I'm just so damn optimistist. Eh we'll see!